January 2010
today was the day from hell
seriously, fuck you january 27th. you fucking sucked
i wish i could turn off my brain. just shut down, stop thinking.. sleep
i dont even know what im doing with my life anymore. i feel like its going downhill so fast.. and honestly, im scaring the shit out of myself
i mean, ive always been the kind of person to try new things. not worried about the consequences… but i think im taking it too...
my tarrot card reading today.... its so fucking...
You’re not at your best today in terms of your personal life, Jamie. The Empress tries her best to cheer you up, but to no avail: you’re stuck with the Hanged Man who makes you despondent and interferes in your dealings with others. Despite all the good will of those around you, the time you spend with your loved ones feels like an obligation, a constraint or a burden. Try to overcome...
okay, people say being in the “friend zone” with a guy/girl is the worst.
try being in the “your like a sister to me” zone… yeah. FML
i'll be here...
how am i supposed to help you when u wont let me in?
you wont explain yourself, im not a mind reader, and i cant move on for you.
i try the best i can to comfort and console you.
but you know, i need help too.
im not superwoman.
i feel like im giving all my strength to you, so mine is running out.
is it really worth it to become weak in order to strengthen the one you care for?
i...
yessirimkrystle:
None of this shit anymore. I am fucking living
it up.
You watch me.(:
hell yeah dude, hell yeah :)
todays horoscope xD my my my...
If you thought you were having fun recently, especially in the romance department, your personal favorite, well, you ain’t seen nothing yet, Libra. The emotional Moon is currently in sensual, touch-loving Taurus and your house of intimate relationships. There’s no question you ask that will be answered with a no.
my thoughts at the moment ;)
soo, i think im going to actually write a little something today ;)
these are my thoughts at this very moment:
1. i wish u would realise how important you are to me. i wish u would quit selling yourself short. your amazing, and u make me feel like im on top of the universe. theres so much more to yourself that u dont see… but i do (: and i wont give up til u see it too..
2. i think i need...
sooo i guess im just chillin with my family today. and ive been listening to chase coy non-stop :D i love him, thanks vrystle <3
“i just cant get you off my mind,
and why would i even try?
cuz even when i close my eyes,
i dream about you all the time.”
lmao nashville**
yeah, im that excited ;D
Yeah you're my baby, boy you know you spin me all...
tyler: you give me epic intense 100000x butterflies :D
me (thinking): this is why your amazing.. :)
sleepless in tennessee
hm, i cant sleep tonight,
ive tried at least five times and nada
i want tyler to come home all ready… i miss him
thats all i have to say :)
i told him..
so why dont i feel any better?
why am i still the same old me?
this is ridculous and i honestly dont think i can take this shit anymore.. i want to go home. except its not my home anymore. i keep thinking that the tears will stop, but they seem to be on a never-ending spicket. i feel pathetic, vulnerable, and completely alone. and all i can ask myself is “Will this ever end?”… :( this is a true fml kind of day.
fuck yessss :D →
ohio.. i love you
ohh boy, my first post.. im excited ;D
lets see, today i woke up around 12 because we had a snow day! and i just really sat around with nothing to do. life kinda sucks right now.. my bfs in WV for two weeks, visiting family. so i dont really have anyone to chill with. or i guess, people i want to chill with :/
buttt.. im going to be positive :)
right now im in the living room with my family,...